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I've been thinking of making my blog private, I might do it soon lol. Mostly because i have really embarrassing posts that my friends (yes, im talking to you >.>) have seen or may see. Usually i like to post stuff thats a little private mainly for my own entertainment, but whenever i see comments i get so excited. Its like you know, someone actually bothered to read all my shitty posts. 

I'm not very sure about making this decision since my blog was never private for the past one and a half year of blogging, and i always wanted to celebrate a five year blog anniversary with you guys :'( I can just see my whole blog timeline and my posts are just becoming shorter and shorter, and very little blog updates in the years to come lol.

I'm not actually inactive in the whole blogosphere thing, i do like to read and visit other blogs. I just have nothing else to post since i don't want to post about my life all the time, because if i did, i would have no problem private-ing my blog. If its about my life, its just for me, yageddit? I never wanted to make my blog private so that i could share stuff with you guys, rant, and things that you guys might be interested in. D;

I remember a year ago, i wanted to create a blog so i could let my friends read it and i could read theirs, until i realised that i don't sound alike online and in real life. In real life, i'm not as 'me' as i seem here. I also don't want to delete just the embarrassing posts since those posts are LIFE! Its the ones that make me cringe and laugh and cry and embarrass myself??? FYI i have already deleted some overly embarrassing ones like me ranting about some guy that was super mean or some shit like that.

Exams are coming too...but my next blogpost should be end of may >.<

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